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Hi I thought your mom was cleared from breast cancer and I think the meds giving too much caused her problems. As we age our bodies don't get rid of medication like when we were younger. I know of someone now doesn't know who is who in the family and I think this person is on meds so I hope the "adult kids" do something about it as this person is smart etc....So I wait word on that..It is so quite over here an love to go some where. Pity as people know you and you need to get out or come over for a visit just don't.. oh well. love you

Hi again

I have a mess here and don't know how I did it took trash out but really need to order groceries here again I guess. 

Thank you for making that clear and it would seem your mom could have had more help. Did she have breast cancer?? Sorry if I can't remember.

What are you doing this weekend?? Me nothing and everyone seems to be gone...

Love you and huge hugsssssssssssssss

hi, psw        is personal support worker she came 3 times a week to help her with bath and to clean bathroom.  Like home care.  Mom did everything else.

as for making eggs in microwave LoL i tried myself and didn't work out too well.  I think there is some kind of plate you can buy for eggs.

Love you and sending hugsssssssssssssss.

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Your mom came to your brother to let him know she was ok and at peace and your dad came to you in different face to let you know he was ok. I am sorry it has been hard for you with your mom to get notified that way and not know why she passed on...What is psw?  My dad was on life support and freaked when the tube came loose and I was in the room having to put it back in his throat it was horrible so I understand and mom just laying there at hospice for weeks was hard to see either and others like that.  I think the 6th of this month is when we had the funeral for her.. Take care positive thoughts. love and hugs plus sympathy... Starshine

hi, no have not had any more dreams of him.  Very good memories.  When mom passed away not too long ago i thought please don't visit it would scare me.  I thought just visit karl my brother so he could feel better.  My brother told me the morning she passed he woke up and saw my mother standing at bedroom door all dressed in white with angel wings.  He thought what?  looked at his clock and said i didn't have that many drinks lastnight.  He waved to her goodbye and then she left.  It brought great comfort to me to hear that.  Sometimes to this day it does not quiet sink in that she is really gone.  I know she is but hard to absorb.  I think maybe when I find out if I ever find out from cornors what really caused her death it will help.  On the 11th of august the psw was with her and called 911  the psw never called me and let me know.  I found out over an hour later from Welland hospital that she was there.  She was on life support which she did not want and I had them removed.  She breathed on her own for 11 days.  The body was just shutting down again.  That was the most hardest thing that I had experienced to see her like that.  Now am doing better and alot of people here on aidpage have been a great help and support.  Nini3 post gave me such great strength.  At least now the tears have stopped and am enjoying the happy memories.

wishing you all the best

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This is the first time I am seeing this. I saw a famous psyhic CHAR two times and I have had feelings before of things that were to happen or talking about my grandparents on their anniversary and mom pointed it out to me. I later after my reading and forgot my questions but  all was answered and she told me about people whose names weren't well known , it was a trip. I was thinking love to be her and she said you know the grass isn't always greener on the other side like in anothers life. I told her about these things I had felt so she put me in touch with a lady who taught her and I can't remember her name but she had a car accident and her mother Tommy guided me with meditation and it was calming. Only when I took lessons from a CHAR's teacher's mother did I connected with my deceased grandmother mom's mom. It was a feeling that she was there. I know after mom passed I have dreams waking up hands out reached as if she was there. Or other dreams about her and others that passed but never was visited by anyone.. Very interesting positive thoughts.

Thank you for sharing that story ... i think it's a little of both, i think he was there with you and made his presence known so you felt greater comfort, and also, so you could further the grieving process. Have you had any dreams about him since? Or other experiences of that nature? As a child i was visited in my dreams a few times by a woman who i "knew" by feeling, but not by actual face. Later, i realized that this very calming presence was my mother's momma, who died when my mom was 14. In the past few years both my mother and I have been told by different healers that the two of us have shared many different lives together and that I am the reincarnation of her mother. Strangely enough, i have felt this since i was a child as well ... but never could place a full understanding to the sensation and "knowing." I don't know if that's truly the case, but it offers some comfort to my mother, which is priceless and provides further help with the grieving process. Blessings, Cat